Good Morning Tuesday

Holiday mode is on. Am going to travel with family on this coming Sunday to KL. Somehow deep inside my heart, I noticed that my mum is pretty looking forward to this short trip for she can spend her precious time with her dearest. I miss her a lot though. Will be spending 4 days 3 nights at KL. I think I need to buy her a pair of comfortable slippers as there will be loads of walking to do at KL.
My boss doesn't seems to be happy that I applied 4-days leave. He doesn't seem happy to approve the leave either. Can't I have something personal? What's wrong of applying my earned leaves? He is inside his office while I am posting this. No more leave for me for these few coming months. Sigh.
Will try to take some photos will staying at KL. Will keep updating this blog soon.

Emo Script

Boss came in extra early today. And I can't find the strength to start with my work. I always have this uncomfortable feeling when I reached the office door way. The feeling of turning back and walk straight home. I am not trying to be hilarious. I am just feeling very very very exhausted. It's getting hard to concentrate on work. I tend to dislike some tiny stuffs. Maybe I am not having so much work to do during these few weeks that make me feel like I am kind of wasting my time in the office. 8-hours seems to be a long long day because I am being not progressive at all. I am getting way too emotional. I can't control my emotion these few days. This blue mood seems to stick with me whenever I am not working. The worst thing is that I am getting too forgetful these days. I just told Dy on Monday afternoon that I will confirm with him whether I will go out with him and Irene again later in the evening. But I forgot all about that and went straight to the office. I only recall this in the next morning. I am such a lousy date. I will try to remember next time. I need to keep myself busy so that I will stop thinking about nonsense.

L.O.V.E

There are some memories buried deep inside your heart that you do not wish people to dig in. Somewhere you feel painful whenever you thought about it. I wish that I could wipe off all the bad memories once and for all. But somehow I just can't stop thinking about it. It keeps on repeating inside my mind.
There are always some conflicts between people. I am starting to miss someone when these bad things happen. How I wish that very person is here with me now. Just right by my side. I wish to hug him tight. I wish I could just lean on his shoulder with an empty mind. I want to spend 24 hours with him. I could spend the whole day just looking at him without feeling bored. I love the way you tug me in your arms. I really miss you.