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A lot had happened lately. Sometimes life could get tough. Heavy thoughts were playing in my mind while the pouring rain showered last night. Feeling of unsure and insecure is getting stronger. I am starting to feel panic and uncertain of my decisions. Am I just being afraid of getting into a new relationship or so? Getting into serious relationship means marriage and children. I don't think I am prepared for that now. I am just thinking too much. I wish that this will end soon.